It's only worrying if I find the gentleman in question. As it is, I don't . . .

[No, that's not quite right.]

If he's here, I don't yet know it. Which is what I'm more worried about. I don't want--

[She purses her lips, reluctant to go on. Emotions, as a rule, are to be kept to herself, not shared among the class. She'd already gotten too emotional with Jack, she hardly needs to do so with Tony. So Rosalind takes a moment, and when she speaks, her voice is neutral and just a touch cold.]

I don't want to start remembering some man I feel such affection for if he's not even here.