I think that sentence is lacking something, grammatically.

[She says it to distract from the fact he's perfectly right. She's not devastated, because while she harbors that affection for this unknown man, she hasn't yet got all her memories of him back. But--

She's wildly out of her element, and that's terrifying. She's full of affection for a nameless man that might not even exist here, and that's terrifying. She's lonely and hates the fact that she is; she's desperate not to feel that way anymore.]

. . . I don't know what you'd have me say, Tony. I-- whether or not I'm feeling anything, allowing it to rise to the surface won't help me.