[Recollé] Telenovela Ep1: Tony y Jack
It couldn't be said Tony had ever been Jack's biggest fan. No, not the fondest of the guy. Downright animosity came to mind as a good descriptor. But he'd made...not nice, he was bad at nice, but he'd kept the more choice words in his mind and his hands in his pockets instead of arranged into fists planted in Jack's smug face.
All for Sofia's sake. Every last bit of it. She loved the guy. What more could he do for a friend who'd gotten him through some of his darker times than be supportive? If his feelings for her strayed a little deeper all the more reason to shut up and stick it out for her.
That wasn't Sofia at his door now though. Jack wasn't looking too hot and something about that put Tony on edge. He didn't move aside to let the other man in. "Looking for something? Hooters is right around the corner. They've got a great brunch line up."
Hi Jack. Nice to see you. Or not.
All for Sofia's sake. Every last bit of it. She loved the guy. What more could he do for a friend who'd gotten him through some of his darker times than be supportive? If his feelings for her strayed a little deeper all the more reason to shut up and stick it out for her.
That wasn't Sofia at his door now though. Jack wasn't looking too hot and something about that put Tony on edge. He didn't move aside to let the other man in. "Looking for something? Hooters is right around the corner. They've got a great brunch line up."
Hi Jack. Nice to see you. Or not.
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"Y'know, I kinda missed this." Jack is talking to nobody and nothing but it's the silence that's starting to fray his nerves, getting him lagging just a step or two behind Tony. "Pissing you off, I mean. Had fun tonight. Haven't been hit like that in years."
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"We are not bonding. We're not friends! I'm a massively flawed individual with avoidance issues and you're crazy. The Odd Couple this is not. The only thing we have in common is a woman who's dead. Cold. In the ground." His voice rises. "And she's not getting back up to give you the ass kicking you're clearly in need of. What the hell do you want from me Jack? I tell Angel not to be too hard on you, got her grandparents to stop calling you 'that murderer'. I even made them let me put your name on the damn headstone. What more can you possibly want!?"
Yeah. That was the thing about Sofia's headstone. Soon as his royalties started rolling in he went to her parents and made them a deal: he'd pay for Angel's college education. All of it. Anywhere she wanted to go. If they let him put Jack's last name on the headstone. Just like Sofia would have wanted.
So what more is Jack looking for here because at every opportunity Tony has tried to do the right thing and all it's getting him is a partially collapsed throat and dragged around graveyard at the crack of dawn. What's the point of doing right when it's never enough for anyone.
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When he finds the right one, he kneels down to touch the lettering - and then just sits there, off to the side like he's afraid of sitting on her, dirt and blood and who knows what else in his hair and clothes as he takes it in. Sofia Dawes, loving daughter, wife and mother. There's his name, right there, on a headstone ten times nicer than anything Jack could ever have afforded her.
"...Hey, Soph." A beat. "Been an asshole again. Sorry."
It's like she's not even dead. Tony might want to go wait by the car or call a cab or something; Jack's chatting away, updating her on everything he's been up to. Finishing high school. College. Kicking his bad habits (the illegal ones, anyway). His work.
It might take a while.
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What the hell did he ever do so wrong? He doesn't know. But if there's anything his parents have taught him it's him. It's all him. Can't change what you are.
But he has to keep going. Pull through. Whenever Jack does get back he'll be calmer (and, disgustingly, more sober), eyes gazing up at the stars as he hunts constellations. It's a good spot. Not a lot of light pollution in a graveyard.
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He doesn't say anything at first, just heading over. Then he offers his hand.
"Thank you, Tony." Could be sarcastic, but it's not, so painfully genuine that it's probably kind of embarrassing for both of them. People like Jack and Tony don't do genuine too well, usually. "I mean it. I know it probably doesn't mean much coming from me, but Sofia appreciates it too, I'm sure. Everything."
It's not that the handshake is a trap - it's just that if Tony takes it, Jack changes his mind, leaning in to give him a one-armed hug instead.
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"Unhunh. Okay. We're all appreciative. Yeah." He'll just be trying to pull away and make some personal space. Yep. Rude, but he's not much of an hugger. Doubtless due to his parents lack of physical displays of affection growing up his therapist would probably say, but he pays her an whole lot of money to tell him what's wrong with him and listen to absolutely none of it. Also the sex isn't bad.
So. "Just take me home. It's nearly..." A look at his watch. "Jesus. 5 in the morning."
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Which is how Tony ends up dropped off at his place, Jack's car idling out front. Before he goes, though, Jack gives him another awkward pat on the shoulder.
"Y'know, I think I might stick around for a little while longer. Because of you. You remember that next time I piss you off, chief."
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The apartment building he lives in is a nicer affair than his last one. Not precisely Carnegie Hill, but there's a doorman. That's something. Tony starts getting out when Jack gives that parting pearl making him pause. "Gotta show up more than once every ten years for it to count, Jack."
He says it lightheartedly enough. He was never the one who told Jack to leave. "Night." Closing the door he points as he starts walking towards the apartment entrance. "You're banned from my after parties!"
Just FYI. He's going to get a drink. Sit around in his dark apartment. Be filthy rich and stiff upper lip it. You know. Bachelor things.